errrr.
i dunno wad to say but i got many things to say to youu.
but i..i truly am sorry bout injuring youu.
i dun even noe how're youu now.
asked shing yesterday but she today around 10plus den reply.
she said ya legs was still bandaged.
its been lyk kinda long?
guess i reali injured youu dat much.
i dunno whyy but everytime youu mentioned bout it.
or something related.
i cant help it but shed tears.
i can nv make it up to youu.
sorry is just a meaningless word.
but sorry.
i did so many wrong-doings.
yet youu still continue to be dat wonderful youu.
i did so many things to cause youu dis and dat.
sorry.
but nv once youu blame me.
i always vent my anger on youu,demand many things from youu.
yet youu nv say a word except sorry.
i've always been sucha disturbance in ya life.
i'm veri sorry.
i always wanted to be rite by ya side.
walk this walk together.
but i cant bring myself to do it anymore.
as i noe i'll harm youu even further.
reali, i'll de.
sorry.
i reali wan youu.
but..
i'm not dat busy as youu tink.
i'm not dat tired as youu tink.
i'm fineee unlike youu.
i'm not dat happy lyk wad youu tink, without youu.
if youu tink its one-sided.
if youu tink i'm lyk wad youu said, being forced, youu're a obstacle or disturbance.
den i tink youu're truely wrong.
its me being dat burden, obstacle , disturbance.
i noe youu have alot of ppl around youu.
dat youu msg and youu nid time to spend wiv dem.
i understand.
sorry for wasting ya msgs on me.
sorry for wasting ya time wiv me.
but truely i'm just someone who youu noe.
i got nothing dat youu nid from me.
i reali miss youu.
i miss everything bout youu.
miss ya huggies.
miss ya kisses.
miss dat cute face of yours.
miss dat fun we hav together.
its just simply missingg youu.
nv deny.
nv hide.
but i guess i hav no courage to face youu anymore.
too many things happened.
youu takkaire.
dun always headache.
rest early every nite den youu wun get headaches.
dun tink so much.
honestly,i hav been tinkin whether i should say dis words.
speedy recovery.
a million words would not turn back time,i know because i've tried. neither would a million tears,i know because i've cried.
his girlfriend.